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od 11308.
× poison heart ×
No one ever thought this one would survive
Helpless child, gonna walk a drum beat behind
Lock you in a dream, never let you go
Never let you laugh or smile, not you.
Well, I just want to walk right out of this world,
'Cause everybody has a poison heart
I just want to walk right out of this world,
'Cause everybody has a poison heart.
Making friends with a homeless torn up man
He just kind of smiles, it really shakes me up.
There's danger on every corner but I'm okay
Walking down the street trying to forget yesterday.
Well, I just want to walk right out of this world,
'Cause everybody has a poison heart.
I just want to walk right out of this world,
'Cause everybody has a poison heart,
a poison heart, a poison heart, a poison heart ... yeah!
You know that life really takes its toll
And a poet's gut reaction is to search his very soul
So much damn confusion before my eyes,
But nothing seems to phase me and this one still survives.
I just want to walk right out of this world,
'Cause everybody has a poison heart.
I just want to walk right out of this world,
'Cause everybody has a poison heart,
Well, I just want to walk right out of this world,
'Cause everybody has a poison heart.
a poison heart, a poison heart, a poison heart.
a poison heart, a poison heart, a poison heart.
.............
× do you wanna dance? ×
Do you wanna dance and hold my hand?
Tell me baby I'm your lover man
Oh baby, do you wanna dance?
Do you do you do you do you wanna dance
Do you do you do you do you wanna dance
Do you do you do you do you wanna dance
Well do you wanna dance under the moonlight?
Squeeze me baby all through the night
Oh baby, do you wanna dance?
Well do you wanna dance under the moonlight?
Squeeze me baby all through the night
Oh baby, do you wanna dance?
××××××××××××××
× spirit in my house ×
I got a spirit in my house and I know it ain't no mouse
I got a spirit in my house
In my house in my house in my house
Oh no
I got demons in my house and I know it ain't no mouse
I got demons in my house
In my house in my house in my house....
Spirit in my house
Spirit in my house
I got demons in my head and I should have stayed in bed
I got demons in my head
In my head in my head in my head
Spirit in my house
Spirit in my house
Spirit in my house
Spirit in my house!
×××××××××××××
× moon over the marin ×
The crowded future stings my eyes
I still find time to exercise
In uniform with two white stripes
Unlock my section of the sand
It's fenced off to the water's edge
I clamp a gasmask on my head
[Chorus]
On my beach at night
Bathe in my moonlight
Another tanker's hit the rocks
Abandoned to spill out its guts
The sand is laced with sticky glops
O' Shimmering moonlight sheen upon
The waves and water clogged with oil
White gases steam up from the soil
[Chorus]
I squash dead fish between my toes
Try not to step on any bones
I turn around and I go home
I slip back through my basement door
Switch off all that I own below
Dive in my scalding wooden tub
My own beach at night
Electric Moonlight
There will always be a moon
Over Marin...
×××××××××××××
× hooligans ×
Yeah!
Here's the new face of rock-n'-roll!
It's about fightin' toe to toe...
Hard times come
Yeah the hard times go
When I say, come on, come on
Well all the hooligans and rudeboys know one thing for sure
Scars been stricken on their face
Well all the hooligans and rudeboys know one thing for sure
Scars been stricken on their face.
One man's decision
Brings anothers opposition
Completely unbound
Down on the flats
Where the seaside meets
My lonely young town
Well all the rudies and skins
Well they're out on the streets
Making the way on the grill
Between the bottles and sex
They smash and they wreck
For something to live
Well all the hooligans and rudeboys know one thing for sure
Scars been stricken on their face
Well all the hooligans and rudeboys know one thing for sure
Scars been stricken on their face
Sometimes you know there's no place to go
But to a long life of crime
Yeah but its so wrong to steal
Someone's very last meal
To profit up a dime
Your poe poes and greys
Well they end up in jail
Gonna swing the cowboys
Well you took a bite
Outta the apple of decision
That got ya there boy
Well all the hooligans and rudeboys know one thing for sure
Scars been stricken on their face
Well all the hooligans and rudeboys know one thing for sure
Scars been stricken on their face
Hooligans and rudeboys...
I don't want no racial hatred...
"Black and white, who are portrayed without bias.
These are the people whose voice I want to be..."
I said the hooligans!
Rancid.
Rudeboys!
Rancid.
Hooligans!
Rancid.
Rudeboys!
Rancid.
Well all the hooligans and rudeboys know one thing for sure
Scars been stricken on their face.
Well all the hooligans and rudeboys know one thing for sure....
(ahhh ahhhh ahhhhh)
××××××××××××××
× somwher over the rainbow ×
Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high
And the dreams that you dreamed of
Once in a lullaby ii ii iii
Somewhere over the rainbow
Blue birds fly
And the dreams that you dreamed of
Dreams really do come true ooh ooooh
Someday I'll wish upon a star
Wake up where the clouds are far behind me ee ee eeh
Where trouble melts like lemon drops
High above the chimney tops thats where you'll find me oh
Somewhere over the rainbow bluebirds fly
And the dream that you dare to,why, oh why can't I? i iiii
Well I see trees of green and
Red roses too,
I'll watch them bloom for me and you
And I think to myself
What a wonderful world
Well I see skies of blue and I see clouds of white
And the brightness of day
I like the dark and I think to myself
What a wonderful world
The colors of the rainbow so pretty in the sky
Are also on the faces of people passing by
I see friends shaking hands
Saying, "How do you do?"
They're really saying, I...I love you
I hear babies cry and I watch them grow,
They'll learn much more
Than we'll know
And I think to myself
What a wonderful world (w)oohoorld
Someday I'll wish upon a star,
Wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where trouble melts like lemon drops
High above the chimney top that's where you'll find me
Oh, Somewhere over the rainbow way up high
And the dream that you dare to, why, oh why can't I? I hiii ?
I'm left in misery
The girl I love's gone across the sea
I'm all alone
I ain't got no home
Mandy was her name
Sleepin' was her game
She didn't care about me
Oh God, baby can't you see
I'm a lonely boy
I'm a lonely boy
I'm a lonely boy
I'm a lonely boy
I need her tender touch
Oh, I need it oh so much
I can't forget
I'm so upset
I wonder where she's gone
I wonder where she went wrong
I wanna get her back to me
But I think she's tired of me
I'm a lonely boy
I'm a lonely boy
I'm a lonely boy
I'm a lonely boy
Every time I think of her
It brings back memories
I remember how it used to be
Oh baby, can't you see?
Oh baby, come back to me.
I'm a lonely boy
I'm a lonely boy
I'm a lonely boy
I'm a lonely boy
Oh my darlin' can't you see
You're the one that means so much to me
I know I need you're tender touch
Oh I need it oh so much
I can't wait to fill your crotch
Oh what a crotch
I can't wait to fuck it!
..............
× schools are prisons ×
They took the best years of my life
And made it so I couldn’t decide
I don't turn this want
To make beautiful word that goes on and on
And on and on
Those 13 years in prison
Didn’t teach me how to love
They say they have their reasons
All coming from above
You can forget the seasons inside your factory
There's one thing they can't teach you is how to feel free
And stand alone in a beautiful world
We have to respond...
Schools are prisons
Forget the seasons
Schools are prisons
Schools are one of the reasons for this waste of the spring
And where to begin
Outside or within
It took the best years of my life
And made it so I couldn’t decide
Statistic as in prisons
Statistic as in life
They say they had their reasons
But coming from above
You got what their decisions inside your factory
But one thing they can't teach you is how to feel free
And stand up in the beautiful world
We only respond...
Schools are prisons
Forget the seasons
Schools are prisons
One of the reasons for this waste of the spring
Where to begin
Outside or within
Schools are prisons
Forget the seasons
Schools are prisons
One of the reasons
Schools are prisons
Forget the seasons
Schools are prisons
One of the reasons for this waste of the spring...
××××××××××××××
× straight to hell ×
If you can play on the fiddle
How's about a British jig and reel?
Speaking King's English in quotation
As railhead towns feel the steel mills rust water froze
In the generation
Clear as winter ice
This is your paradise
There ain't no need for ya
Go straight to hell boys
Y'wanna join in a chorus
Of the Amerasian blues?
When it's Christmas out in Ho Chi Minh City
Kiddie say papa papa papa papa-san take me home
See me got photo photo
Photograph of you
Mamma Mamma Mamma-san
Of you and Mamma Mamma Mamma-san
Lemme tell ya 'bout your blood bamboo kid.
It ain't Coca-Cola it's rice.
Straight to hell
Oh Papa-san
Please take me home
Oh Papa-san
Everybody they wanna go home
So Mamma-san says
You wanna play mind-crazed banjo
On the dry-drag ragtime U.S.A.?
In Parkland International
Hah! Junkiedom U.S.A.
Where procaine proves the purest rock man groove
and rat poison
The volatile Molatov says-
PSSST...
HEY CHICO WE GOT A MESSAGE FOR YA...
VAMOS VAMOS MUCHACHO
FROM ALPHABET CITY ALL THE WAY A TO Z, DEAD, HEAD
Go straight to hell
Can you really cough it up loud and strong
The immigrants
They wanna sing all night long
It could be anywhere
Most likely could be any frontier
Any hemisphere
No man's land and there ain't no asylum here
King Solomon he never lived round here
Go straight to hell boys!
××××××××××××××
×hitler's in the charts again×
Listen to the sound of the soldiers dancing
Armageddon time on the firing line
Dont know what they're doing
Looks like trundles brewing
Wunderbar auf weider zane!
Hitlers in the charts again!
Hitlers in the charts again!
You look like a tramp put you in a camp
Join the shower quenue in your dancing shoes
Be the dancing champ of your concentration camp
Keep on movin fast remember belsen was a gas!
Hitlers in the charts again!
Hitlers in the charts again!
Moving in trance watch the soldiers dance
Bloodstains on their feet scared of everyone you meet
Armys on the street can you feel the heat
Watch the soldiers fall it couldnt happen here!
Hitlers in the charts again!
Hitlers in the charts again!
it couldnt happen here!
it couldnt happen here!
××××××××××××××
×oi!song×
123 Oi!
What you're doing. Oi! Oi! Oi!
Born in England. Oi! Oi! Oi!
Bomb the hippies. Oi! Oi! Oi!
Women have rights. Oi! Oi! Oi!
Oi! Oi! Oi! Oi! Oi! (x4)
What you're doing. Oi! Oi! Oi!
Born in England. Oi! Oi! Oi!
Bomb the hippies. Oi! Oi! Oi!
Women have rights. Oi! Oi! Oi!
Oi! Oi! Oi! Oi! Oi! (x4)
What you're doing. Oi! Oi! Oi!
Born in England. Oi! Oi! Oi!
Bomb the hippies. Oi! Oi! Oi!
Women have rights. Oi! Oi! Oi!
Oi! Oi! Oi! Oi! Oi! (x4)
××××××××××××××
× electic funeral ×
Reflex in the sky warn you you're gonna die
Storm coming, you'd better hide from the atomic tide
Flashes in the sky turns houses into sties
Turns people into clay, radiation minds decay
Robot minds of robot slaves lead them to atomic rage
plastic flowers, melting sun, fading moon falls upon
dying world of radiation, victims of mad frustration
Burning globe of oxy'n fire, like electric funeral pyre
Buildings crashing down to a cracking ground
Rivers turn to wood, ice melting to flood
Earth lies in death bed, clouds cry water dead
Tearing life away, here's the burning pay
Electric Funeral
Electric Funeral
Electric Funeral
Electric Funeral
And so in the sky shines the electric eye
supernatural king takes earth under his wing
Heaven's golden chorus sings, Hell's angels flap their wings
Evil souls fall to Hell, ever trapped in burning cells!
××××××××××××××
×whiskey bar×
Well, show me the way
To the next whiskey bar
Oh, don't ask why
Oh, don't ask why
Show me the way
To the next whiskey bar
Oh, don't ask why
Oh, don't ask why
For if we don't find
The next whiskey bar
I tell you we must die
I tell you we must die
I tell you, I tell you
I tell you we must die
Oh, moon of Alabama
We now must say goodbye
We've lost our good old mama
And must have whiskey, oh, you know why
Oh, moon of Alabama
We now must say goodbye
We've lost our good old mama
And must have whiskey, oh, you know why
Well, show me the way
To the next little girl
Oh, don't ask why
Oh, don't ask why
Show me the way
To the next little girl
Oh, don't ask why
Oh, don't ask why
For if we don't find
The next little girl
I tell you we must die
I tell you we must die
I tell you, I tell you
I tell you we must die
Oh, moon of Alabama
We now must say goodbye
We've lost our good old mama
And must have whiskey, oh, you know why!
××××××××××××××
× boys dont cry ×
I would tell you that i'm sorry
If I thought you'd change your mind
But I know that this time
I have said too much
Been too unkind
I try to laugh about it
Cover it all up with lies
I try to
Laugh about it
Hiding the tears in my eyes
'cause boys don't cry
Boys don't cry
I would break down at your feet
And beg forgiveness
Plead with you
But I know that
It's too late
And now there's nothing I can do
So I try to laugh about it
Cover it all up with lies
I try to
laugh about it
Hiding the tears in my eyes
'cause boys don't cry
boys dont cry
I would tell you
That I loved you
If I thought that you would stay
But I know that it's no use
That you've already
Gone away
Misjudged your limits
Pushed you too far
Took you for granted
I thought that you needed me more, more, more...
Now I would do most anything
To get you back by my side
But I just
Keep on laughing
Hiding the tears in my eyes
'cause boys don't cry
Boys don't cry
Boys don't cry ...
××××××××××××××
× morao sam ići ×
Poslali su me i ja sam otišao
Poslali su me i ja sam otišao
Poslali su me i ja sam otišao
Poslali su me i ja sam otišao
Poslali su me i ja sam otišao
Kupit naranče
Kupit naranče
Kupit naranče
Kupit naranče
Morao sam ići jer dobit ću po glavi
Morao sam ići jer dobit ću po glavi
Morao sam ići jer dobit ću po glavi
Morao sam ići jer dobit ću po glavi
jer dobit ću po glavi
disciplinskom batinom!
..............
× ti još nisi ×
Tvoj je lavež prijatelju
Obilan a tanak
Tvoj je lavež mlak
A izgledaš vrlo jak
Razuman si i ne sanjaš
Tvoje lice u gomili kunja
Zbunjujem te...Ludo mlada
Zar smo mi iz istog grada?!
Letio bi momče
Po krilima ti gaze
Tvoj je lavež mlak
Ali oči su ti bistre!
Možda kuziš kada kažem
Žalim,ti još nisi!
××××××××××××××
× mama s razlogom se brineš ×
Mama, s razlogom se brineš
Da ja nešto ne ukradem
Da ja nekog ne ubijem
S razlogom se brineš da bi bio dobar
Da bi bio dobar, s razlogom se brineš
Mama, s razlogom se brineš
Jer sve je ovde trulež
Mama, ja se počinjem raspadati
Raspadni se sinko
Mama, s razlogom se brineš
Da ja ne istrunem
Da i ja ne propadnem
Da bi bio dobar, s razlogom se brineš
S razlogom se brineš da bi bio dobar
Mama, s razlogom se brineš
Slatka moja mamice, s razlogom se brineš
Ja trunem, truni sinko
Mama, s razlogom se brineš
Ali ja moram biti truo
Da bi bio dobar, s razlogom se brineš
S razlogom se brineš da bi bio dobar
Mama, s razlogom se brineš ali ja moram biti truo!
××××××××××××××
× maderfakersi ×
Šalju momke jake s nuklearnim ganom
Da tamane divljake tamo po Iraku
Na trusnome Balkanu na Ruskome Uralu
Gdje god se preko bare naziru neke pare
Celuloidne trake vole takve junake
I njihov eksplenejšn za evri situejšn
«It's them or us» kažu dok žvaču žvake
«So let's kill the whole fuckin' nation»
Oni kikaju esove maderfakersima
Oni siju ljesove iz plavih visina
Oni kikaju esove maderfakersima
Oni siju ljesove iz plavih visina
S očiju im brišu mulj da bolje vide
Širok i sjajan put u katodni svijet
Brze hrane za usta i glave
Gdje svaki psihopat ima strani akcenat
Celuloidne trake vole takve junake
I njihov eksplenejšn za evri situejšn
«It's them or us» kažu dok žvaču žvake
«So let's kill the whole fuckin' nation»
Oni kikaju esove maderfakersima
Oni siju ljesove iz plavih visina
Oni kikaju esove maderfakersima
Oni siju ljesove iz plavih visina
Pružaju ruku da izvuku iz blata
Zvijeri što se tuku iz nekog inata
Oni kikaju esove maderfakersima
Oni siju ljesove iz plavih visina
××××××××××××××
× krvava meri ×
Danas na liniji nekadašnjoj 43
Gledam kako stoji u redu
čeka na bas kao i mi
Širokih bokova mesnata lica
Frflja dok priča
Drži za ruku jednog od onih
Vječnih mladića
Zvali su je krvava Meri
Nikom nije dala olako
Voljela je dlakave zvijeri
Gonila ih strasno dan i noć
Imala je običaj da za sat ili dva
Ostvari u praksi sve ono
Sto svaka žena misli da zna
Vozala je frajere doslovno oko malog prsta
Išla je s njima prvo u krevet
A onda u kupovinu do Trsta
Zvali su je krvava meri
Nikom nije dala olako
Voljela je dlakave zvijeri
Gonila ih strasno dan i noć
Njezin šonjo ima nešto kao uspješnu karijeru
Radi kad mu se prohtije
I zato je uvijek hvata na djelu
Ona mu prašta ljubomoru godine i očajan ten
Puna povjerenja u njegovu glupost i dubok džep
Zvali su je krvava Meri
Nikom nije dala olako
Voljela je dlakave zvijeri
Gonila ih strasno dan i noć
Boli je briga za probleme i ostali svijet
Trci svoju zadnju trku
Tlak joj je povišen
Pusi pije tulumari i guta pilule
Obožava skupe stvari
Zavlači ruke u gačice
Zvali su je krvava Meri
Nikom nije dala olako
Voljela je dlakave zvijeri
Gonila ih strasno dan i noć.
××××××××××××××
× mali juju ×
Bila mama kunkunka, kunkunka
Bio tata taranta. taranta
Imali su maloga juju
Jednom su se setali, setali
Kraj duboke rijeke nil, rijeke nil
Gdje je bio velik krokodil
Iskocio krokodil, krokodil
Iz duboke rijeke nil, rijeke nil
Uhvatio maloga juju
Place mama kunkunka, kunkunka
Place tata taranta, taranta
Vrati nama nasega juju
Progovara krokodil, krokodil
Iz duboke rijeke nil, rijeke nil
Dones'te mi vola pecenog
Trci mama kunkunka, kunkunka
Trci tata taranta, taranta
Donijeli su vola pecenog
Progovara krokodil, krokodil
Iz duboke rijeke nil, rijeke nil
Evo vama vasega juju....
××××××××××××××
× Pođi samnom ×
Ne smij se tako prazno i ne gledaj me čudno
Dok ja oču da te ljubim i dok razmišljam o tebi bludno
Znojim se ko budala, da pogledaš me ti u oči
Zar da dubim na glavi ma hajde samnom pođi
Kolko pica treba da platim da mi daš da te diram
Ma hajde bit ču dobar, gitaru ču da sviram
Mozda jesam malo pijan al te zato volim više
Ma daj se opusti i budi malo tiše
Pođi samnom do moga stana
Tata radi a mama spava
Bit čemo u mojoj sobi
i ne laži da te boli glava! ..............
× Frida ×
Frida je bila moja kraljica Frida, Firda
Frida je bila moja kraljica Frida, Frida
Frida je bila moja kraljica Frida, Frida
Ali nitko nije bio njezin kralj ,o yeah
Ja sam radio a ona je čekala
Ona je čekala da padne mrak
Ona se čudila što ne znam uživati
Ja sam joj rekao: 'Hey honey nije to sam tak'
Pod nama su pucali kreveti
Mi smo se pucali dok ne pukne dan
Ja sam ju gađao al nisam pogodio
Taj joj metak nije dovoljan
Frida ja ti nisam dida
Imaš dobre uši slušaj kroz njih
Ti si bila moja jedina praćka
A ja sam bio samo sprit(soha)
Frida je bila moja kraljica - Frida, Firda
Frida si čula za Lou REeda? Frida, Frida
Frida je bila moja kraljica - Frida, Frida
Ali nitko nije bio njezin kralj ,o yeah.. ................
× Kruha,mlijeka i cigara ×
Otkako me prestala financirat stara,
Ost'o sam bez kruha,mlijeka i cigara.
Nazvao sam sestru što živi daleko,
Da mi kupi kruha,mlijeka i cigara
Donijela je kruha,mlijeka i cigara
Koji joj je kurac,hoče da se kara...
-Sestro jesi luda,stvarno nemaš muda,
Hvala ti za klopu,ali ovo ide popu!
-Nemoj popu brate,evo jedi picu,
Ako sazna spalit če me ko vješticu!
Onda smo se karali do vremena kasna,
Još bih je i ženio,al je bila časna..
××××××××××××××
× Odreži,nareži,zareži ×
Mi zivimo samo dok smo mladi
A srca nasa, ostarjeti necemo
Sve ovo trulo, a sve smo, sve vidjeli
Slobodni cak i mrtvi zivjeti
ODREZI, NAREZI, ZAREZI - joj
Toliko PUNK srce veseli
Koliko majka sina pozeli
Ustati nece, nikada, nikad
Psi lazu a punk smo, sada, svi sada
ODREZI, NAREZI, ZAREZI - joj
××××××××××××××
× Spavaj,spavaj ×
Spavaj, spavaj
Tiho me sanjaj, spavaj
Spavaj, spavaj
Dok pod prozorom ti tutnje auti
I do tebe grade novi neboder
A dizalica bruji do kasno u noc
Spavaj, spavaj
Dok oko tebe ruse, buse bageri
Kako su veliki, sjajni, mocni i blistavi
A susjed iznad glave vjezba trubu i klavir
Ti samo spavaj, spavaj
Spavaj, spavaj
Dok iznad grada stalno lete MIG-ovi
Telefon vec danas zvoni stoti put
A punta od 18 probija ti zid
Ti samo spavaj, spavaj
Stari je kao zivotinja odvrnuo TV
Jer opet i ove srijede igra 'Radnicki'
Pijanci u birtiji slozno pjevaju
Uz harmoniku
A ja ti samo njezno kazem
Spavaj, spavaj
Tiho me sanjaj, spavaj!
××××××××××××××
× i am a poseur ×
I am a poseur and I don't care
I like to make people stare
I am a poseur and I don't care
I like to make people stare
Exhibition is the name
Voyeurism is the game
Stereoscopic is the show
Viewing time makes it grow
My facade is just a fake
Shock horror no escape
Sensationalism for the feed
Caricatures are what you breed
Anti-art was the start
Establishments like a laugh
Yes we're very entertaining
Overtones can be betraying.
××××××××××××××
× i wish i was ×
Well, I wish I was a cat, sitting on a rug
Pretty girls would pick me up, they give me a hug
They stroke me and pet me on my head
And all those wonderful things I see sleeping on a bed
Well, I wish I was, well, I wish I could be
Well, I wish I was someone, someone else, not me
Well, I wish I was, well, I wish I could be
Well, I wish I was someone, someone else, not me
Well, I wish I was a mirror on a girl's bedroom wall
All those mucky things, I would see them all
She walks around in a flimsy little nighty
And when she takes that nighty off, oh gosh, oh lord how mighty
Well, I wish I was, well, I wish I could be
Well, I wish I was someone, someone else, not me
Well, I wish I was, well, I wish I could be
Well, I wish I was someone, someone else, not me
Well, I wish I was a brassier and spend my life in lust
Ride on the girls jumper and round the girls bust
I would be a hold-up man, like Butch Cassidy
And over the shoulder hold a brassier life for me
Well, I wish I was, well, I wish I could be
Well, I wish I was someone, someone else, not me
Well, I wish I was, well, I wish I could be
Well, I wish I was someone, someone else, not me!
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× walk away renee ×
And when I'll see the sign that points one way,
The lot we used to pass by every day.
Just walk away Renee,
You won't see me follow you back home.
The empty sidewalks on my block are not the same,
You're not to blame.
From deep inside the tears that I'm forced to cry.
From deep inside the pain I, I chose to hide.
Just walk away Renee,
You won't see me follow you back home.
Now as the rain beats down upon my weary eyes,
For me it cries.
Just walk away Renee,
You won't see me follow you back home.
Now as the rain beats down upon my weary eyes,
For me it cries.
Your name and mine inside a heart upon a wall,
Still finds a way to haunt me,
Though they're so small.
Just walk away Renee,
You won't see me follow you back home.
The empty sidewalks on my block are not the same
You're not to blame.
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× no looking ×
He put sugar in his coffee.
He stirred coffee with a teaspoon.
He poured milk into sweetened coffee.
He lifted the cup up to his lips.
He drank coffee 'til was empty.
He put cup back onto saucer.
Without looking at me.
He took cigarette from his packet.
He lit cigarette with his matches.
He blew smoke rings with the smoke.
Without looking at me.
Without talking to me.
He put his hat onto his head.
He put raincoat 'cos it was raining.
Oh he did have no umbrella,
And he left in the rain.
Without looking at me.
Without talking to me.
Silently no looking at,
Speaking leaving me,
Without looking,
Talking silently,
No looking..
Leaving without going,
No looking at me no looking at me.
No looking at me no looking at me.
No no looking no no looking.
No no looking at me...
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Ciglin najbolji izbor pesama
Ovde je kraj. Reče ona.
A-a. ima još.
Dadin pas zvao se majda.pratio ga je jednog kišnog dana niz aleju pa preko miljacke,sve do ulaza.tada su se prvi put pogledali u oči,dado je slegnuo ramenima i rekao-jebaji ga sad-i uzeo psa u ruke,odnio ga u kupaonicu,oprao mu šape,obrisao ih svojim ručnikom i pustio ga u dnevnu sobu.
Ujutro ga je probudio njuškajući mu lice.dado je imao velik nos za koji je mislio kako se ne može svidjeti nijednoj ženi,buljave zakrvavljene oči,ogromne uši i sitno bubljičavo lice.sve u svemu,čista katastrofa.no,pas ga je ipak prisno i zaljubljeno njušio.stoga je odlučio prozvati ga majda.majda je bila posljednja dadina djevojka,studentica agronomije iz maribora,kojoj je onog ljeta pred olimpijadu u zaostrogu na plaži svirao kaleš bre anđo.bila je noć i majda se zaljubila,odveo ju je u sarajevo,pokazivao muzeje i te stvari, ona se čudila i nakon sedam dana otputovala.te jeseni i zime dado je učio svirati slovenske pjesme;šifrera,domicelja i lipa zelenela je.krajem svibnja okrenuo je njezin broj i majda mu je rekla kako se prije dva mjeseca udala i kako čeka bebu.dado je sam otišao u zaostrog,na molu je sjedio plavokosi klinac i pjevao:dok stojim za šankom delimično pijan...dado je rekao-jebaji ga sad-i vratio se u sarajevo.
Nije ga uopće smetalo što je majda bio muško.taj pas ga je toliko volio da bi bilo glupo razmišljati o spolnim razlikama.majda se nikada nije tukao s drugim psima,znao je pružiti šapu,na pitanje koliko je dva i dva 4 puta zalajati,znao je i druge stvari koje skupi rasni psi koji su se zvali astor,hefest,ares,čivas,paris i lindon nikada nisu mogli naučiti.
Kada bi dado odlazio na posao,a radio je kao rendgenski tehničar u domu zdravlja,majda bi ga s prozora pratio pogledom,sve dok ne prijeđe most i ne izgubi se u aleji kestenova.drugi bi se psi uspaničili kada ih vlasnici ostave same u stanovima,no majda je znao kako između njega i dade postoji nešto više od običnog pseće-ljudskog odnosa,znao je da na ovom svijetu njih dvojica žive kao na pustom otoku,kao posljednji pas i posljednji čovjek.
Jednog dana dado se nije vratio kući.stajao je s druge strane rijeke,pogledom tražeći prozor iza kojeg je bio majda.zviznuo je i iza stakla pojavilo se znano lice.gledali su se tako nekoliko minuta,dado je mahnuo rukom,majda je otvorio usta,ali je bio predaleko da bi se čulo av.
Ni sutradan dado nije mogao preko mosta.ljudi s oružjem još su dovukli i vreće pijeska i napravili prave barikade.otišao je na isto mjesto,ponovno zviznuo ,a majda se pojavio iza prozora.dado mu je rekao da se čuva,da će ovo uskoro proći i da u kanti za smeće ima ostataka hrane.majda ga je gledao,pretjerano bi bilo reći da je klimao glavom.dado je više puta pokušao otići,ali mu se nikako nije dalo.na kraju je podigao ruku i učinilo mu se da je sasvim jasno čuo-av.
Kada se sutradan vratio,počeli su šištati snajperi.zaklonio se iza kestenovog stabla,promoliosvoj veliki nos i zviznuo.majda je već bio iza stakla.razgovarali su tako neko vrijeme,pas se pogledom požalio prijatelju,ovaj mu je pokušao objasniti političku situaciju,da bi na kraju čvrsto obećao da će iste noći pronaći način da pregazi rijeku i da ga prevede na slobodnu stranu.
Svakog dana susret je trajao sve duže,svejedno što su meci šišali na sve strane,što su padale granate,a okolo trčali ljudi u uniformama.dado je svake noći pokušavao prijeći rijeku,no prije nego što bi zagazio u vodu,hvatao ga je smrtni strah.pomislio bi na nož,na metak,na mučenje i na sve ono o čemu su govorili tokom dana.vraćao bi se posramljen,osjećajući kako je svakoga jutra sve ružniji i kako mu svaki put kada iznevjeri prijatelja,nos,uši i bubuljice još malo narastu.no sljedećeg popodneva obećao bi majdi kako će skupiti hrabrosti i sigurno doći.
Desetog dana dado je morao 3 puta zazviždati prije nego što se majda pojavio na prozoru.pseća glava bila je sve sitnija,tužno naslonjena na prozorsku dasku.dado je opet pokušavao objasniti neke stvari,majda ga je gledao razumijevajući sve.ni jedan ni drugi nisu točno znali što je zapravo rat,no osjećali su koliko rat boli one koji ne znaju ratovat.dado je osjećao kako se gasi posljednja važna stvar u njegovom životu.
Sedamnaestog dana zviždao je čitav sat,no lice se iza prozora nije pojavljivalo.nadao se barem onom av,mogao je jasno zamisliti taj glas,ali nije bio siguran da ga je čuo.onda je došao čovjek s puškom i oštro upitao:
-kome ti tu zviždiš,ha?
-tamo mi je pas.
-a da ti tamo nije ko drugi,ha?
-nije,samo majda u stanu.
-čijem stanu,kakva majda,ha?
-u mome stanu,moj majda.
-a da ta tvoja majda sad nije sa četnicima i da im ti ne daješ signale,ha?
Dado ga je zbunjeno pogledao,vojnik je vrhom cijevi učinio pokret koji se inače čini kažiprstom i rekao:
-idemo gospodine,pa ćeš komandiru objasnit to s majdom!
Komandir je gledao dadu malo u nos,malo u uši,pa u jedno,pa u drugo krvavo oko.
-majda je,kažeš,pas.valjda kuja,majka mu stara,a stan je tvoj.al' nije više tvoj dok ga ne oslobodiš.nego uzmi ti,gospodine,pušku ako si za puške.ili ako ti je oni drugi već nisu dali,pa je sad skrivaš.i nemoj mi sad ništa treptati,imaam ja iskustva.ulovio sam već 20 takvih i svi su,vidiš,imali krvave oči.po tome prepoznaješ četnika,gospodine,samo po očima.ali i zečevi imaju krvave oči.ja ću zasad mislit da si ti zec,a ako si nešto drugo,bolje da te nema.sad idi i nemoj da te vidim da opet zviždiš.
Dado je izašao van,još uvijek vjerujući kako će se sutra vratiti na isto mjesto.možda je majda spavao,možda ga nije čuo od granata.pas je pametan,može on bez hrane i mjesec dana.išao je tako niz ulicu,bilo je predvečerje,tiho kao u doba mira.prije nego što je pao na asfalt učini mu se da je čuo sitno,poznato tapkanje iza svojih leđa....